This is post is dedicated to you.

Remember I wanted to list out what I would do I'm living my last 24 hours on Earth? Here's what I would do.

Let's say I can choose what time my 24 hours start.. I'd choose 6 a.m. Why? Read on.

6am to 6.15am - Rise and Shine.

6.15am to 6.30am - Breakfast of half-boiled eggs + Hot milo. =)

6.30am - Leave house to meet Deb dear to relive our memories of our past.

7am - Reach our destination and walk down memory lane, one last time.

8am - Have a wholesome breakfast.

9am - Call up everyone (EVERYONE) I know and ask them to meet up for lunch in the afternoon. Letting them know I'll "leave" in less than 24 hours. Possibly the last meal I'll have with them.

10am to 12 pm - Take a cab to all the places I've been to and have a good look at it.

12pm to 2pm - Lunch with all the people whom I know and who made the effort and arrangements to come.

2pm to 3pm - Go back home and gather my whole family. Mum, Dad, Brother, Uncle's family, these are the most important people to me on Earth as I wouldn't have grown up the way I did without them. Asking them to bring ALL photos so that we could have fun and laughter talking about our lives, as well as mine.

3pm to 4pm - Sit down and enjoy this time together with them. I wouldn't want them to feel heartbroken when the time for me to leave arrives.

4pm to 5pm - Pack all my belongings, with the help of my family, and sort it out. To give it away or to dispose, it'll be up to them. Cos my mum always complains I have too much clothings and all. So, we'll see about that. =)

5pm to 6pm - Touch up anything that needs to be done, making sure I didn't miss out anything.

6pm to 9pm - My family and I to go for dinner. I'll invite anyone who didn't make it for the lunch session for this dinner. Hopefully they'll be able to make it this time. Not forgetting Debbie's family, including Fluffy and Bubble, to have a feast.

9pm to 11pm - Once again, enjoy the best company of people God has blessed me with and I could ever wish for.

11pm to 11.30pm - Have our last photos taken, I guess. I want them to remember me.

11.30pm to 12am - Say our goodbyes, of course.

12am to 2am - Blog my last entry of my day with everyone. Double check and make sure I have included everyone.

2am to 3am - Have a midnight supper of Roti Prata at Tanjong Pagar. Prata Boom is da bomb!

3am to 4am - Head back home to lie on bed.

4am to 5am - Pop THE question to my Beloved.

5am to 5.45am - Sweetly enjoy the last hour. Lying on my bed when it's 5.45am.

5.45am to 6am - Normally, it takes 15mins for me to fall asleep after such a long day. So yea, my last 15mins.. So when I wake up, I'll be standing on clouds.

Note that all of the above doesn't carry any politically right element.
Note that all of the above Debbie is with me.
Note that all of the above, I have written down what I feel like doing most.
Note that all of the above is what I'll really do, I cross my heart on it.

I guess how we spend the last 24 hours is not the point. It's the desperation of trying to do everything knowing your time is running out. My guess would be that Bro Darren was trying to let us realise we can do things in our daily lives with such similar urgency and desperation too. By treating it as our last day, it would certainly bring different results.

You'll be fighting for each and every second. Realising that you want to accomplish what you planned for the day even though you maybe totally drained out and tired.

And my personal thoughts on this "homework"? As this "live like it's your last" message is existent for so long, it's come to a point where we hear and forget about it in the next few days or even hours. It's hard for us to "re-program" our thought process. But given time, we should learn how to make full use of each day in our lives.

I miss you baby.

Some of you might have seen this 2 videos somewhere but for those who have never seen before, hope you enjoy it.


Part 1, 1st challenge


Part 2, 2nd challenge


Child prodigy? It exists.

Tutu left me today. My mum msg'd me while I was on my way back home from work.

I suddenly felt empty. Those nights that he accompanied me while I was still serving NS. When he'll just run on the his favorite wheel like a sportshamster. When he'll be thirsty and stand straight up and lean towards the place where he knows there's water. When he knows it's meal time and patiently wait for the seeds and nuts to be served in his bowl, always wanting to climb out to see the big big world around him.

He has lived a ripe old age and it's time for him to move on.. No longer will I hear the wheel rumbling when he's sprinting. No longer will I see him in his little plastic house where he'll hide when the weather gets chilly.

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Oh, when we get to Heaven
We hope that we will find
The Souls that one we loved
Who left us all behind.
Some left at the right time,
They left this world in peace.
Others left too sudden
Without the chance to say goodbye.
They were gone before we had
The chance to even cry.
There's a special place for grownups;
A special place for hammies;
Me, I'll be on the other side -
The side called Rainbow Bridge.
Across the dark green meadow,
A-top the hills I'll run,
Where the colors from the Rainbow
Glitter from the sun.
And there I'll find my sweetheart
running fast toward me,
Into my arms where he belongs
For all eternity.

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Goodbye, my little buddy.
In loving memory of Tutu, the spunky hamster of kC.

I'm back, yet late. With updates! *shrugs*

Aiyah, nvm. Just to update what's happened too fast too furious over this week. The highlight of it was MY BIRTHDAY! And a birthday boy got a present that he's always wanted to get but long forgotten about it. A belt with a big buckle, from Guess! There's a some wording that says " ROQUE ET ROLLE" but I don't know what it means until she told me it means Rock & Roll. Thanks honey! <3!>

And this year, something different for my birthday is...I DROVE!. And we sent Yuling off at Changi T3 later in the evening too.

For more details, please refer to Honey's blog.

Yups, going on to what happened on my advance birthday celebration, we took the Singapore Flyer at night!





For more details, please refer to Honey's blog again. =D

In addition to my celebration, I met up with several of my colleagues on Friday evening for steamboat + birthday celebration for Yours Truly (3rd July) and Gina (5th July). But prior to that, I met up with 2 of my seniors (Carol and Angela) to get the birthday present. It was shared by Carol, Angela, Yulian, Lyn, Hui, Pamp and Rayne. (not in any particular order) Thank you guys for getting me an "armor" to fight the cold in office. I'm sure I'll need it!

THANK YOU!

Moving on, the steamboat was kinda delayed till about 9. Cos the place was packed and man, it was crazy. With the free-flow of China accent around there, it was insane! Nonetheless, the people present made the difference and I enjoyed the session. Honey accompanied me through the evening taking the calculated risk of her mum grilling her when she gets home. Luckily, it didn't get her into trouble. *phew*

Thank you Chen Haw, Song Xin, Chris, Cheryl (& Tommy), Candy (& Peng), Cynnthia (& hubby) and Gina for being at the celebration! Thanks for the prize too, the one and only RichMan angbao!

The cut-cake session was followed by a sabo-session of the candles stuffed into the cake. We had to physically use our mouth on each of our cake, to remove the candle before we're allowed to cut and distribute the cake. It ended up with cream and chocolate on my chin, nose and face. Some funny pictures were taken but I haven't got them yet.. Stay tuned for more pictures coming soon, I hope..









Anyways, my main purpose of dropping by today is to share something something significant of my spiritual walk with God. It happened just yesterday but I was way too tired to post when I returned home so I'll do this now.

It was Pastor Mike who talked to us yesterday. He is such an annointed man. I have to say, he really touched on the part of everyone's life. Because of our fallen nature and imperfection, we hold alot of disappointments and grudges unknowingly. Over the years, it piles up.

His message taught us how to handle our disappointments, in God's way. Not methods devised by ourselves, but according to the Word.

Mainly, I just want to share the 4 practical ways that Pastor Mike talked about. This should be the first checklist that have when we encounter disappointments.

1) Come into the presence of the Lord.

See, nothing beats the presence of the Lord's presence falling down on you. It's the best presence one could ever wish for. It is the divine encounter that will set your heart at peace with everything in the world. This presence will bring you to a place of serenity and tranquil. Where nothing else matters except seeing God face to face, and being in His embrace just like a child.

2) Face your disappointment honestly.

Next, when in the presence of God, face your disappointment honestly. Look at it through God's eyes and do not let our fallen nature take its hold on this disappointment.

3) Letting go of our emotions even if it means weeping it out.

This is especially true for man because we are the gender that shouldn't be seen weeping easily. But it is God who gave us our emotions. Just like how Jesus wept over Jerusalem in Luke 19 : 41 - 44. In John 11 which tells of Lazarus' death, you will be able to see Jesus' emotions. Particularly if you read from verse 33 onwards, you'll be able to see Jesus showing emotions that you and I experience. So, we should not be afraid to weep if we really have to. Just remember Jesus wept and why shouldn't we?

4) How have I reacted to it? Do I need to forgive anyone?

Being Christians, we pray that God forgives us our debts as we forgive our debtors. And because we desire to be more Christ-like, we will forgive people who have disappointed us in our lives. So start right now and pray that God gives you the strength and capacity to forgive anyone who has offended or disappointed you in any way possible.

I experienced something extraordinary. It's unlike anything that I've seen or heard of. It's just scary when it's happening to myself. I know it was God who is working inside of me. Purging out the "toxin" that has been part of my life since I was young. It has been dwelling in my body till I don't even realise. The resentment and disappointment of having a loving earthly father in my life. But the vision of my Uncle whom I regard as my "Dad" flashed and I wept. My Uncle was the one who saw us through the tough times. He was the one who treats my brother and I like his own sons and he has his own family to take care of. Plus the fact that he's not biologically related to my mum as brother and sister because he was adopted into the family when he was just 28 days old.

My respect for him is like that of a son to Dad, therefore I address him as my Gu Ba (hokkien meaning, Uncle-Dad). People who are closer to me will understand how that term came about. Where on the other tip of the balance, my biological father, is so little. Close to none.

As the tears flow down my cheeks, no longer do I want to feel hate for my biological dad. I wanted to forgive but it was an internal struggle. Memories of how he treated my mum when I was young kept replaying. It was painful to virtually relive every moment of it. When I was a kid, so small, unable to do anything except to hope I grow up fast to protect my mum. She has suffered so much. Too much.

I've grown up, now in church. And the turning point came yesterday. The "toxin" has been purged. I will live my life afresh and renewed. With this new revelation of my life, my walk with God will be closer and intimate.

Thank you Lord God.

Thank you Diana and Debbie.

Thank you W429.

Thank you, everyone in my life.

Remember, your disappointment in life will be your new appointment.

I'll end here now, God Bless All.

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